April 2011
giving up
i gave up on you
maybe like 5 months of thinking of all the possibilities
but sadly, it didn’t happen
not even close
i still like you, as a person
not more than a friend or anything
you make me laugh, far away
and i guess
it’s supposed to be like this
i give up, finally.
i hope i see you again, soon.
so we can finally talk
and laugh, together
an inch closer
March 2011
11:12
damn, again,
i was all too late
Duh
so let’s pretend
i never saw you
i never met you
and i never tried
i made a fool out of myself
imagining that someday i could hold your hand
walk with you
and touch your hair
your deep voice
becoming the new town flare
though, today we speak
and tomorrow
i seek your stare
but i won’t stare back anymore
and i will stop talking about you
because i’m glad you’re...
disgrace
you know how you fall
into a deep hole
so easy to get back up
but you fall down as you try to
?
i want to let you go
all the pieces
shattered across the floor
but for once,
i took the chance in hoping
that you would look at me
and actually say something
but as the days grow old and wrinkly,
you don’t take the chance
that we could be something
more than we could ever imagine
