February 2011
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lights. camera. ocean.
yes, ocean. i’m ready for summer. for the sun to burn me all up like a fat little raisin. such a grape. but we have like 4-5 months? let’s say four so we can just pretend. maybe three. spring..heh it can be somewhat summery? right? well the pollen just attacks your nose and you look like a fool jumping over the tissue box. “IT’S MIIIINE.” yeah,...
January 2011
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it’s so hard not to fall in love
you seem so far away
i can’t reach you
so please
stop&stay
i can only feel you in my dreams
the warmth of your hugs
i so long for that kiss
our lips knotted
can’t be untied
i want you
i want myself to be within your arms
please
give me a month or two
and i’ll show you
that i might be worth it
just (and only) for you
happy happy birthday
i love this
i have so many years to change
and finally smile
and be happy about myself
i’m not stupid,
just foolish <3
what’s going to happen tomorrow?
or today?
tonight…
you’ll never know until you’re facing it.
that’s why it’s hard
to cherish a new day and love it with every bit of you heart
as maybe tonight, a minute, a word, can change it all
and turn your day into hell
unexpected surprises, oh the irony.
oh, the cold.
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Listen
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stop. you deserve to be happy
i’m gonna stop all this shit.
oops. i said a bad word.
but that word just means poop.
so why is it bad?
because we make it bad, people around us tell us it’s bad.
but it’s just a word and nothing more
and plus, it means poop
kids say poop. i think this is more like the ‘adult version’ of the word, ‘poop’
same, a day is just a day.
it’s our...
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vanilla fields
love isn’t supposed to be planned,
but i’m so foolish that everything starts with plan B
plan A usually doesn’t work.
then plan C is just some hopeless dream.
but why do we keep planning and believing it may happen?
why can’t we just go with it,
and love freely.
you can either move on
or let go.
don’t plan it, it’ll happen naturally
like possibly, in a...
2011 resoulutions?
. hold your head up high, and don’t look them in the eye.
don’t copy, bitch.
be yourself.
they’ll be copying you.
I've got some issues that nobody can see And all...
CARLA
CARLA WAS A LITTLE GIRL WHO FELL IN LOVE.
SHE WAS A LOVER.
BUT SOMETHING WAS QUITE WRONG, SHE FALLS TOO QUICKLY.
AND IT HURTS HER AND LEAVE MARKS ON HER HEART.
BUT SHE DOESN’T STOP AS SHE BELIEVES THAT SOMEDAY,
LOVE WILL FIND HER AND THE PAIN WILL GO AWAY.
for my cousin
i will always be your sister by heart
i wanna be your bitch
your deep deep voice lingers in my soul
like birds soaring together
their fate
as forever
kiss me
it all starts here
i remember a lot of things
good and bad
those days that I would look at you and stop talking
just to stare
there’s something more
deep down,
i know your secret
it wasn’t mine to keep
if you know who i really am
what goes through my head
hundreds of movies unite
and fight me til
i no longer have words to say
